YiJie

2009-08-31T21:42:00.005+08:00

I'm not going online till...someday. I just spent 3 days infront of the computer doing the video. To think about it, I really wonder why I am the one doing this.
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I'm going to stick back to the previous one. I just fell and I haven't even learn how to fall well. & I keep hearing things that are not meant to be heard. & this is so FUCKED UP.

Ciaos.

#147 } Striving

2009-08-22T14:34:00.006+08:00

No point telling you when you can't even help. Right.
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I'm starting to feel the stress for Os/Prelims. Examinations are never fair. This is the first time I'm actually agreeing on what mrspoon said hahaha. You may be feeling unwell on that day, you may be very unlucky on that day. Nevertheless, I'm still going to have fun and do my best. This is already the last stretch and it's really foolish if you don't use the time wisely. Well, it still comes down to striking a balance between your life and your studies. Also, those who are addicts should really stop playing mousehunt, especially the boys in 4D -___- Imagine clicking on a damn horn every 15 minutes.

Tata!

#146 }

2009-08-21T21:09:00.002+08:00

Omg I THINK I screwed my oral. Argh! It's a gone case. I'm so anxious now and I can only know the results like around half a year later .___. Alright, I'm not going to fret over it for half a year, I'm limiting myself to only a day which is today. It feels really irritating that you know the answer but you can't seem to say it out loud.

Good luck to the others! (:

#145 } Fabulous

2009-08-14T16:45:00.005+08:00

Look how messy 4D is-

Hahahhaa.

I'm beginning to develop a liking for Stretch Class when it's going to end. How sad.

I find "Here we go again" a freaking nice song. Go listen. :)

Sigh, my results are so disappointing. This is probably the consequence of not caring about certain subjects. Yapyap.

I'm typing some random shit now, feeling so random.

Well, I overheard a person saying, "Omg he scored full marks! So smart lah." and they continued blabbering about how smart the person is. Scoring a perfect score doesn't make you a person with high intellect. Yes, it's great to score a perfect score or even a high score but it just shows that you're exam-smart. I only know of a few people whom I deem as possess high intellect. They didn't score a perfect score, neither did they top the class but they have it. It's not really a matter of results. On the other hand, I'm not saying that you aren't smart even if you did well. You can be smart and score well at the same time though but it's a rarity. Smart people are lazy asses and there's a few in my class. Haha, they'll shine, it's just a matter of time :)

#144} I love you forever, forever is over.

2009-08-08T14:36:00.006+08:00

You sound so bloody cheap and desperate.
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Happy Birthday to Singapore, in advance! Friday was extremely enjoyable although it was taxing. Sigh, my butt and elbow hurts! All in all, it was fun (: Skating isn't my thing hahahaha.

It doesn't feel good when someone you love is being taken away.

#143 } Ciaos.

2009-08-04T17:43:00.002+08:00

Yo, I actually gained something from the ceremony last Saturday! :D I found a nice song, All or Nothing. Alright, I'm not that mean. I do miss Red Cross, abit. Just that tiny little bit. :)

Is it all
Or are we just friends.
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I'm learning how to take things easy but I'm probably learning it too well.

Well, I made a bet with my family last week. If I don't ____________ for Chem/Geog/Amaths tests this week, I'm going to stay away from the computer for good :) There's a 99.99999999% chance that it'll come true because I screwed geogggggg. Yayism. Hurray.

So CYA.... sometime later. :D

Smth random: I love 4D! (:

#142 } It's hard to decline, hard to reject, even harder to forget.

2009-07-31T18:28:00.001+08:00

February 20 2007.
this is a post dedicated to my best BEST sleeping partner aka twinnie aka sistas!
whoo! haha muacks! i love you lots lots! YAY!
i admire the way u breathe
i worship the ground you tread on
every time you talk & smile
you take my breath away

HOHOHOHOHO! hahahahahahahhaha

i wna sleep with her again!
cos she is my love!
AND NOBODY CAN TAKE HER PLACE!!!
NOBODY!

PS. EVEN THAT ARRON OR L =D

mauahhahahahah! =D
LOVES <3

Omg, this is so damn funny HAHAHA. Cousins ftw. :)

#141 } Screwed-up blogger!

2009-07-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

I just wanted to say... I love my brother and Junhong! :D YAY.

Alright, I had an extremely enjoyable time just now. We were trying to teach/perform magic tricks to one another and JH failed terribly. Some people just don't have the skills :P I love gatherings like this. Everything you have been troubling about seems so trivial and you're so preoccupied that you don't even care about those matters you've been fretting over for weeks.

And... I have set my priorities right now. Shall not go online too often now, I think I'm getting addicted!
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I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

#140 } Friends or foe?

2009-07-25T13:20:00.003+08:00

I screwed my oral. Sigh, nevertheless, I enjoyed it. Mr hareesh(?) is one friendly person. Yayism.

I wanted to be a mean freak today but I decided not to. In summary, stop harping on how close Olevels is. No matter how much you say, it's still going to come. Just open your arms and embrace it instead. Why can't everyone just hope that it comes as soon as possible? Sigh.

Liyu and me were being hilarious today. We said goodbye to each other and then we met up again LOL. Oh, we saw 2 houseflies fighting and then another 2 came over (their allies) and all of them started fighting. What a sight, I learnt that houseflies actually fight.

I'm going to mug like that dog now. :) ask me if you want to know who that dog is. Bye.

#139 } Randomness :D

2009-07-24T16:56:00.007+08:00

I'm feeling so sadzxz. My grades are slipping. Combined hums is the worst, especially SBQ. Sorry, I make all the wrong inferences and I can't compare sources well. The worst thing is that the SC isn't helping at all, not a single bit. In my opinion, it is not totally a waste of time but it is almost equivalent to giving us homework. Yeah, they might as well give all of us extra SBQs to do. Agonizing.

I'm seriously hating every single moment. Z, the sight of you just irritates me. I can't wait to go up to you and vent out my anger. I want you to realise what is so wrong about yourself and I hope we won't talk forever. Stop being such a hypocrite and act like a saint when you're not. It is annoying.

So... there was a lizard near the sink and it started to jump about but the sink was too slippery. It scared so many people, so cool :D I LOVE lizards, they are one of those that feed on those disgusting, blood-sucking mosquitoes. Mosquitoes are the worst things on earth. They make you itch and they spread dengue fever and they buzz around irritatingly. You get my point (:

Look at our artistic class:

Well, mine looks like shitzz but I had fun :D Egg basket woots.

Oral tomorrow, SS full paper on Tuesday and Emaths mock exam on Thursday. Reminds me of what Zhengjia said, they're mocking us! Good luck all :)

#138 } Redemption

2009-07-21T18:26:00.001+08:00

I was looking through my stuffs and I'm appalled at how childish I was. Sigh, it feels really weird to revisit the past where everything is just so different. Everything I did in lower secondary was totally lame and immature. I'm glad I changed, and for the better.

There are times when I'll feel as if I'm at the top of the world where everyone is below my feet and at the next moment, I feel as if I am the one being thrashed terribly. Look at who's the one doing all these.

I hate migraines! My head is aching awfully, as if a hammer is hitting on it.

#137 } Jealously is part of life but it doesn't have to rule life.

2009-07-16T16:50:00.002+08:00

Time is flying. Yayism. I can't wait to watch Harry Potter, just that all the days don't seem to be a right time.

1) I want O levels to come as soon as possible.
2) I want a camera.
3) I want to go to Africa, Rome and Spain.

:)

#136 } Camera in action.

2009-07-11T19:02:00.005+08:00

Heal The World

This video is so heart-rending. The raging war in Darfur, starvation in Africa and etc. Michael Jackson left a great legacy, this is what I call great music that reach to the souls of people.

We should do our part to support the cause of the unfortunate. Well, just that people aren't doing it because it won't benefit them at all. Selflessness? It is one of the values lacking in people, especially in Singaporeans. I personally dislike people with no perseverance. It's starting to irk me. I hate it when there are things left halfway done. Either you do it whole-heartedly or you don't do it at all.

Mrs Poh said, "Biasedness is not done on purpose." I seriously don't agree to this. It sounds ludicrous to me that it is not done on purpose. How can you be unaware of what you say? It comes out from your brain and your mouth, not another person's.

Look at how things took a dramatic turn over all these years and I do miss the feeling of having such a friend beside me.

#135 } Determined

2009-07-07T20:47:00.003+08:00

School is per normal. Lessons, homework and tests. I've mounting piles of homework that can be as high as Mount Everest if I stack them up. Cliche much? :) I've a sudden urge to burn them up and poof. Yeah, one can dream.

Well, I was watching the tennis match on Saturday, the first ever full match (not really full, I was mugging geography) I've ever watched. Ahem, the final set was taxing because it lasted for an hour. I was on the brink of giving up and switching off the television. Anyway, Rogerfederer won. Yayism. Andy Roddick is one handsome man though :D

I'm overridden with guilt and I know no amount of apologies seem to be enough. I'm sorry.

#134 } Climbing!

2009-07-05T16:25:00.004+08:00

Some people are plain rude. They just stick their asses onto the chairs when our bags were already there. Please, have some courtesy to ask or just wait for another table. Is it that difficult?

Chemistry lesson was agonizing, as usual. Tkh told us a meaningful story and there was this phrase: "The person to beat is not the one in front but the one inside." It really struck a chord in me.

I chanced upon an article in The Straits Times yesterday about people eating in the train. Well, this type of news make the headlines in Singapore. -.- Well that's not the point anyway. There were a few photos and one of them had TK students in it. Lawl. I personally find people who take photographs of others without their consent irritating. It's making people feel that there aren't any privacy.

I can't wait to eat at Billy Bombers for free :D
I'm hungry, starving at the moment. Bye.

#133 } Where's my camera?!

2009-07-02T20:53:00.003+08:00

I'm tired like a dog. Fourth day of school and I'm about to doze off in class and give up. Maths is exceptionally boring today, the first time in my life. Entry proof for O level is out and our schedule is screwed, really. I'm hoping that last minute cramming of geography and combined hums will not happen to me. If it does, wish me luck because I really need it.

The first day of chinese oral today. The question is ridiculous and it is so much harder than the ones last year. That applies to paper 1 and 2 too. Well, the papers are probably getting harder every year.

Recap about Tuesday: A bloody unlucky day. I had to go to the doctor before I'm allowed to go to school. I've only heard of going to the doctor so that you won't go to school and not the other way round. What a paradox.

My orange is purplish!

#132 } &*%^&$!!#@$

2009-06-30T08:24:00.005+08:00

ARGH.

I'm stuck at home. Bye.

#131 } Renaissance

2009-06-27T12:28:00.003+08:00

I want to go to Rome! The Pantheon, Michelangelo's Pieta.

Down with flu (I hope it isn't swine flu) and my homework is piling up, literally. Well, asknlearn is a horrible thing. I can't even finish those that were given two weeks ago and they want us to do more. -.-

Yay, I cut my hair.
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Look at how bloody pathetic they are:
www.americannaziparty.com

#130 } Walk the line

2009-06-18T13:27:00.013+08:00

Just the right words I'd like to say. :)

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130609- Stayover :D

We watched three movies: License to wed, Taken and Burn after Reading. Well, only Taken was nice and Burn after Reading was boring to the max. We ended up PREPARING to sleep at 7 am and we laughed for half an hour. LOL, cutie cutie pie :D all due to Michelle's contagious laughter. If Yvette was with us, I bet we'll laugh for an hour.

We went to Timezone after that. I didn't know that PP's arcade was so fun. The simulator especially, YAY.

1606090 Class outing :D

We were supposed to meet at 11.30am but well, OUR CLASS IS ALWAYS SO LATE. Almost everyone came at 1.45pm -.- and surprisingly, Jeshua and I were the earliest. Yayism. Alright, let the pictures do the talking :)

#129 } knight in shining armour

2009-06-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

Yay, I watched my first horror movie in the cinema! :) The film is scary yet hilarious LOL. We were screaming AND laughing at the same time. In all, it was quite a nice show and Liyu, Xinyi and me were screaming like crazy :D

Well, it hurts so badly.

#128 } The Pact

2009-06-02T15:33:00.006+08:00

I've got a feeling that this isn't as good as the book. Well, it has always been like that. Lol, books are much much better than the movies. :)

Play on week 3 so at the meantime, study like crazy. What a joke, I can't even get myself away from the computer now.

#127 } Perseverance

2009-05-30T13:17:00.006+08:00

Results:
75.6%
5A1s, 1B3, 1B4, 1C5.
Position:
6/313.

And yay, I totally love my level position, what a breakthrough.
For those who didn't score well, at least it's not Olevels, there's still time to chiong :)

JUNE HOLIDAYS :D

#126 } Karma

2009-05-28T18:06:00.004+08:00

Yayism. I'm setting new goals for myself :D if MYEs were O levels, I would have freaking 9 points which won't get me anywhere near to my desired JCs. So... ENGLISH. !

Volleyball and soccer are extremely fun. Lol, I do suck at kicking the soccer ball and my arms are aching like crazy. I wonder how those soccer players survive running across the field and how the goal keepers manage to block the ball -.- super. tiring.

Well, I find some people incorrigible. They are willing to betray their own conscience and smear the reputation of the innocent party just to get money. It's a battle of humanity and not whether you're innocent or not in some court cases. If you think money is everything, I would really like to see you using real hard cash to buy your morality back. The three of you are hopeless, especially the one who was given countless chances to repent but you just didn't heed his advice. I'm hoping for the judge to see through the act of you guys trying so damn bloody hard to perfect your lies. And don't even bother to override your guilt by doing good deeds after that because it doesn't work that way. Nothing does.

#125 } Obligation

2009-05-26T19:34:00.003+08:00

Shaun Smith! Haha, he has nice vocals. :D

Life is really boring now and I'm spending my time looking for entertainment online. Yay.

#124 } -

2009-05-23T11:40:00.002+08:00

Got back our MYE results. Yay, I didn't do as bad as what I thought although some are really disappointing, like HCL -.- shall work extra hard to get the results I want :D

And I can't wait for June holidays! :D a break from every other thing.

#123 } Show

2009-05-17T21:46:00.003+08:00

MYEs are finally over :D I guess this exam really taught me alot, not to procrastinate, but still I know history is going to repeat itself. LOL. I screwed quite a number of papers especially Chemistry. Z, results are going to be disappointing this time. But, at least it isn't O levels!

On a lighter note, Friday was extremely fun. Hahaha, it has been quite a long time since we did that and I do miss it :) cheers.

#122 } :)

2009-04-28T17:10:00.005+08:00

Some Secondary 3s are really disrespectful. Z.

And to a specific person, do you even know what respect and forgiveness mean? Those are basic values you should know way before you even start school. I won't say that your parents didn't teach you well but instead, you're a total disgrace to them. By the way, you may be the first one to end up in hell if you still don't get it. Well, there will always be a consequence for whatever you do and here, so many Secondary 4s are disliking you at the moment. Feeling the pinch? And I'm surprised that you didn't remove those tags that were badmouthing you , isn't that what you always do, delete those tags that degrade you and ban them from posting words that will harm your reputation? Ha ha. A word of advice to you, lady, unless you change your sucky attitude and mindset, these flamings will not end.
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I feel so relieved, finally vent out my anger.
Anyway, MYEs are starting next week. I can't wait to get it over and done with then there'll be June holidays and then September holidays and then O levels! :D

All the best for MYEs!

Before I forget, happy 21st birthday to HY!

#121 } Starstruck

2009-04-18T18:15:00.005+08:00

WOOHOO, this year's sports day is a memorable one. ) After long practices. our hard work finally paid off. Haha, no matter what others said, at least we had fun. I guess i was too angry that I forgot about that point.

D-A-V-I-N-C-I, DAVINCI! :D

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Anyway, the Inca civilisation and the Chachapoyas are interesting! :) It's cool to be an adventurer/explorer/archaeologist though, to discover how ancient people live and what their culture was like.

#120 } Strength

2009-03-27T22:10:00.004+08:00

My resolution till the end of the year:
1) Improve on English and Higher Chinese because its pulling my whole L1R5 UP.
2) Sustain/do better :)

My resolution at the moment:
1) Not to care about others.
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On a lighter note, received the report slip today. Well, sustained my results and I'm happy for everything except combined humanities, hcl and english. Zxzxzxzzxz. I did improved and hahaha, "won" (inside joke) :D

I have a high level of competitiveness which I'm trying to twist into an advantage but to no avail at the moment. Sigh.

#119 } .

2009-03-23T19:18:00.004+08:00

I can't find the picture I wanted to post. Sigh, another time!

Yay, holidays are over :) I totally love school, haha. Call me weird but I'm excited for O levels. I can't wait for this whole thing to end. Well, instead of hating it, I'd rather embrace it. Thanks to someone. :D

Social etiquette is boring to the max. I regret choosing it, should have went for cycling! But well, I can't wait to eat next monday since our recess is being pushed back. Hahaha.

Hmmmm, 6/5 weeks to MYEs!

#118 } Hope for tomorrow

2009-03-15T19:26:00.004+08:00

Went to Queensway to make the class shirt with Sang-eh, Lieyou and Mitch yesterday. The bus ride was a total of one hour plus and I was on the brink of going crazy. Its a total of 36 stops! D: Well, I guess the ride was worthwhile and the shirt is finally completed although it really brought out how disconnected 4D is at the moment. But I have faith that we'll be extremely bonded by O levels :)

I'm getting more attached with my current house when my dad wants to shift. I'm going to protest if he decides on that. Sigh.

I realised how laborious it is to earn money. If you acquire a job that gives you a thousand dollar per month, its not even sufficient enough for you to pay all your utilities bill, phone bills and your basic necessities, let alone money for leisure. On the brighter side, life is getting better for me. I set a goal of pursuing a scholarship to further my studies. Hahaha, it may seem an impossible task since I will only know the results about three years later, at least I found another goal to motivate me :D and I love studying/going to school/learning new skills, weird.

I still believe that life is full of opportunities, its the matter of whether you do your utmost to make the best use out of it.

#117 } Better today than yesterday, but not as good as tomorrow

2009-03-07T22:54:00.006+08:00

Some pictures that are motivational, except for the ice-cream I guess :D

Okay, I chanced upon the picture above and its very tempting but I don't have a single tub of ice-cream at home, sigh :(

School life is hectic but things are going fine. Nothing absolutely special, nothing absolutely bad. Alright, I'm being too optimistic here. In fact, everything isn't going that well but life still goes on! & I can't wait to get our class tee hahaha.

Say "Hello" to the ones beside you today! You'll brighten up their day :D

#116 } Just do it

2009-02-26T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hello world.

School's alright, I can't wait for exams and O levels to be over. But... I'll miss 4D anf almost everything in tk ):

Oh, I didn't even do any of the 10 goals I set except for the one on not talking so much in class. LOL.

"Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's relativity."

HAHAHA.

#115 } Halfway there

2009-02-19T17:22:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday in advance to LEEHUIJUN. :)

~~Stupid~~ girl, you better make it on Saturday!

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Anyway, I wanted to post Jo's spastic picture but... okay, I'm not so bad. Haha, its the funniest picture I have ever seen, all thanks to my good photography skills. :D

Chinese lesson was shocking. I realised that my left eye can't focus on an object. Z, I think I have strabismus which means cockeye. :(

Alright, I've set some goals :D

I'm going to...

1) do two comprehension passages per week.
2) do one composition per week.
3) read Straits Time everyday (if its not too busy)
4) read one whole stack of chinese newspapers per week.
5) finish all chinese assessments by April. (4 books!)
6) study at 8 pm everyday (not doing homework)
7) stop ponning piano lessons.
8) stop talking during lesson time.
9) stop disturbing my neighbours in class unnecessary (its becoming a habit LOL)
10) SEE A DOCTOR TO DO SOMETHING TO MY EYES.

Seriously, out of 10, I think I can only do no.7, 9 and 10. LOL.

#114 } When you work, don't play at all

2009-02-17T18:14:00.009+08:00

Hello, its been a long time since I updated! I shall update my blog once a week or more than that.

Pictures that are overdue. I had a hard time transferring them from my phone to my the computer. D: starting to hate sony phones.

While everyone was sleeping/going to the casino (mostly giving away their money there) which happened at around 10pm to 4am...

WE WERE STUDYING. But, there wasn't really much to do there so we brought books.

Btw, the casino there stinks like hell. So many people were smoking while gambling and it really smells. I hate the stench of it z. Well, I'm looking forward to gamble in the casino when I'm 18, the games looked quite interesting there though :D

#113 }

2009-02-08T17:46:00.002+08:00

I'm finally posting after three weeks and I broke my record! Well, school is alright but cca trainings are terrible. I can't wait for the competition to end and then step down and then have my fridays free from CCA and then... yay. Okay, I hate it when people do things that affect you directly without asking for permission that is happening in red cross now. Z.

Alright, off now. :)

#112 } Not forgetting

2009-01-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

Hello world.

A hectic week, probably a hectic year would be better. Striving hard now! :)
Tests and tests and more tests. Well, there's still 9 months to Os which is equivalent to only 36 weeks. D:<

Probably not going to post next week. I can't wait for Monday.

I wanna recover from my sore throat now!!

#111 } 11111111

2009-01-12T18:16:00.012+08:00

The video during CE was encouraging.

"A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle."
I seriously think some people should see this again and reflect. Help but don't underestimate others. You really motivated me to work harder indirectly.

Alright, I'm pretty contended for my O levels chinese results. It was far much better than what I expected. LOL :D

Well, life is always full of surprises and opportunities!

#110 } Life isn't fair

2009-01-08T19:36:00.002+08:00

Both physics and geography tests were screwed. Nice.

Mr Lee's talk was motivational. At least I was and I decided to go for tuition instead of missing it.

Alright, its going to be harder in the next few weeks.

"When the going gets tough, the tough get going."

"Accept the challenges so that you can feel the exhilaration of victory."

#109 } 2009

2009-01-03T17:50:00.003+08:00

My 1st post of 2009. :)

Its a fabulous day.

Went to get the edusave scholarship award and it took a long time. They were announcing the names one by one (160++ students there -.-) and Goh Chok Tong's speech was inspiring, sort of. I was like the second last person. Alright, I expected that. It has always been like this since don't know when.

I thought it was 250 bucks but it turned out to be 500. Hahaha, totally awesome. Alright, I still have to treat them to Swensens which means that I'll have about $400 left. :(

I'm contended though.

Oh, there was this person that received this award for three years consecutively. -.-
& I can't find my english file. D:<

Off to study now.
Physics on Monday and Geography on Tuesday :)

Happy New Year :)

2008-12-30T13:42:00.002+08:00

I just realised that there's only 3 days more till school reopens. :) I can't wait to start school, excluding the fact that there will be lots of tests. I think I'll die from studying history.

Chemistry is almost finished :D I'm glad, muahaha.

Okay, I can't connect my phone to the computer.
!!!

#107 } It takes a lifetime

2008-12-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

Starlings are cool birds :D

#106 } _ ___ _

2008-12-24T18:45:00.003+08:00

I'm finally touching the keyboard :D

Camp was fun and normal. (Normal = no not-human-stuffs happened)
We had less than an hour and half to sleep that night. It was...wow, horrible. I spent the whole first hour deciding how to get to sleep. LOL.

One more week and two days till school reopens. Nice.

I want to stop sneezing and coughing. Bye.

#105 } Vindicate

2008-12-07T21:11:00.008+08:00

I can't wait for christmas just like how I dread going for tuition.

Alright, tuition isn't that bad but... D: <

Gosh, where's the bloody motivation for me to start studying!?!?!?!

#104 } Implacable

2008-12-05T13:11:00.007+08:00

I have weird friends.

Carlton Hotel is nice :D
I guess we were one of the few that use a laptop while the married couple is talking, funny.

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Time flies, holidays are ending soon. ): & I haven't even finish a single homework. LOL.
I'm addicted to reading books. Muahaha.

BYE

2008-12-03T21:05:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.
YIPPIE

~~Signing~~ Slinking off,
Ben and Cherie and Chengyong from the Carlton Hotel =D

#103 } --

2008-12-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to upload new pictures. LOL.

Ciao.

#102 }

2008-11-23T22:08:00.006+08:00

Okay, this song is nice.
I heard that its in the soundtrack from Twilight but well.. its not.

I didn't finish my deal. I went to work instead of studying. Okay, my brother's driving isn't that bad. It was fun. Shall post about it another day.

Anyway, today was horrible. Not the work but something stupid that happened.

I have no words to describe what I saw but I have tons of words to describe my feelings. So if you're those that can't stand lengthy posts, just skip this.

Okay, I'm irritated, annoyed, angered and disgusted by what happened. You all are a total disgrace to mankind. People that resolve to fighting are assholes. I bet you people don't have proper education. Whats with being drunk, getting unhappy with people and whacking whoever you see on the road. Its rude and f***ing annoying. Why, you have the nerves to get into a fight with somebody out at the road under bright daylight, seen by people around, but you have to hop onto that lousy truck when the policemen came. I'm going to pray hard that the 5 bastards will be arrested and put behind bars & I meant forever.

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& I earned 30 bucks without working for more than 5 hours. LOL. So cool, it just lighten my mood :D woohoo.

#101 } Yahoo.

2008-11-22T20:40:00.003+08:00

I was choosing between 2 movies and then I decided that coming online will be better :D

I made a deal with my mom just now. (: If I stay away from the computer and do my homework tomorrow, she won't force me to sit in my brother's car. Which is a good thing, considering that he got his license only days ago.

Alright, I better keep my promise. I don't want to get into a car accident, touch wood. I shall start working on that promise on 11pm instead of tomorrow. :D Eleven is a nice number, hahaha.

Nah, eleven is a rotten number. Just wanna finish watching my show.

I hope my motivation comes back now.
Maybe its time to read those messages again :D

#100 } Time Capsule

2008-11-18T13:51:00.004+08:00

18/11/2008

Forgot to post yesterday so here it is. (:

Celebrated Olivia's belated birthday (one week late -.-) with Huijun, Olivia, Fangning and Cheryl. Well, we made the price we paid worthwhile. The five of us stayed there for 2 hours plus and gosh, Fn and Cheryl ate ALOT. Definitely worth the money by the amount they ate.

We walked around aimlessly after that. There's an extremely big hole in my pocket, especially after treating Olivia! LOL. But it was still worth it, I had lots of fun. (:

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I need to do something D:

I FEEL SO BORED.
SINGAPORE IS SO DAMN BORING.

#99 } . . ..

2008-11-12T22:14:00.006+08:00

~~I didn't expect my hundredth post to turn out like this but... oh well.~~

I saw alot of people on bus 76 today. (: Or should I say I saw somebody that I didn't expect to see. I think there was something wrong with the bus. Maybe somebody put a curse on it. Z.

Class outing at Sentosa was yesterday and it was better than the previous one.:D played beach volley (which was difficult), double whacko, whacko and some others. Well, our class is still very ~~sexy~~ sexist. SIGH.

Went to Vivocity from Sentosa with the class.
& I actually thought I saw Ben's look-alike but it turns out to be him in the first place. Lol, funny.

Yo, I'm really glad to have that phonecall. (:

Dinner was...one of a kind. LOL. We ate at the open space and sat in this big circle. Okay, kinda bored though. D:<

Alright, I'm trying to stop thinking of what happened.

#98 } Our World

2008-11-09T16:44:00.004+08:00

There is one type of people that does things in a different way. Or should I say, a way that irritates people in order to gain the favour of others. Ring a bell?

Sadly, I hate it, alot.

So I was watching Disturbia yesterday on television and it scared me. Lesson learnt, not to watch thrillers at night. Decided to do some homework but it was a failed attempt. LOL.

Oh my, class outing. Can't wait to play volleyball (:

#97 } Soon!

2008-11-01T18:59:00.005+08:00

I think I have super eyes. :D HAHAHA. I should stop being so happy now.

There's this song on HBO and its freaking me out. Not pleasant to the ears at all. LOL.

Been going to Borders with Huijun nowadays. No, not to prepare for CL O levels but to read books. Haha, shes addicted to Twilight and I'm addicted to random books. I'm going to screw chinese.

I have no idea which phone I should buy. D:<

W595 has a super cool jack but its features are average.

To think of it, W760I has better features.

Okay, whatever. I just need to change my phone ASAP. (: (:

#96 } Chance

2008-10-28T21:20:00.003+08:00

Life isn't great yet but it still doesn't suck. (: I can't understand why people say that life sucks. Not that my life is that fabulous but it won't be to that extent.

Geography was... exciting. LOL, Miss Razi played a good joke on us by saying that we were supposed to do 3 lorm questions -.- We created a board game in the end. Well, my group's game was stupendous and everybody went to jail at least twice. It was such a sadistic game. Fyi, we didn't create that game to make people go to jail. It was an accident.

Okay, I'm fretting over which phone I should choose. My present phone is too advanced that I'm getting annoyed by it. How I wish my old phone was working. Sigh! D:

I'm dying to know you.
And I'll do whatever it takes. (:

#95 } I'd lie

2008-10-26T20:48:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for Twilight to be out (: And I shalln't be bothered about the fact that Taylor Lautner has long hair in it. Okay, that was a failure.

On a lighter note, truncated lessons are boring. Argh, can you believe it? There are still homework for us to do. Rah.

I should go switch the channel. So many nice movies today. Muahaha.

2008-10-22T22:09:00.004+08:00

Thanks alot. You won't know how much your faith means (:
Say cheese and smile, haha.

Although I was forced to do this, I'm glad that I did.
We know that we still do, that is just what I need.

#94 } Nothing changed

2008-10-22T19:59:00.008+08:00

I can't wait for tomorrow to come. Last day of school, supposedly for us. If only there aren't truncated lessons and trainings, oops. It might be the only time where I'll be happy.

3D had two periods of recess today which was superb because we were the only class that were in the canteen. Actually, the other classes had more free periods than us, they went to play volleyball. ):

So... we were spending our time aimlessly in the canteen until Mrs Tan sat at our table and gave a motivational talk. Well, it did made me think. Think way too much. Its no doubt that I'm doing exactly what she told us not to. I meant I tried to think of what I have learnt all these years but I have no clue.

You know what? This is probably the worst day in my entire life.
Thanks for guiding me all these while but I can't see the light anywhere anymore.
I still do, but I'm not capable of that. I'm sorry.

#93 } Its no crystal ball

2008-10-20T19:38:00.005+08:00

Yoyo.

I'm deliberating whether I should pon school tomorrow. LOL, I'm probably going to puke for the whole day. Z.

I lost my heart, I buried it too deep
Under the iron sea

#92 } With Me

2008-10-18T17:58:00.007+08:00

I'm bored, urgh. I hope there are more things to do during the holidays, that will be cool. Hah.

Results for EOY:

English - C5 (57)
HCL - B3 (65, luckkyyy :D)
A Maths - A1 (90)
E Maths - A1
Chemistry - A1 (86)
Physics - B3 (68)
Geography - A1 (81)
Combined Hums - A2 (72)
% - 75.5

I can't remember my score for E Maths lol. Apparently, this is only for EOY not overall. How sad ): And I'm kind of proud that I actually improved from MYE, lol. It isn't that impossible afterall. (:

Oh yeah, I had the idea that I'll screw up Combined Hums, Geography and Chemistry but I didn't. In fact, I scored quite well. :D MUAHAHA, so funny. The subjects that I thought I will fail actually scored and those I thought I will ace didn't even ace THAT well. Its amazing but freaky, brrrh.

I love this song. :D

With Me
I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing
Without you
I wait here forever just to
To see you smile
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever and now
And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

All the streets
Where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
Have come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go

In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing
Without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go.

#91 } 5 As, baby.

2008-10-16T21:07:00.004+08:00

On a lighter note, I'm unusually happy because of my results. I'm beginning to feel the joy, woohoo. :D

The worrying thing is that my CTs will pull the overall down down dowwnn. Well, I hope not.
K, volleyball is enjoyable but everyone is getting injured. Zz!

I totally screwed this whole thing.
I won't need them, I know. :)

#90 } Dream

2008-10-14T20:49:00.005+08:00

I have many reasons to be happy but I just feel sad, empty like something is missing. Okay, whatever. I still think I'm lucky; so lucky that I'll strike lottery.

Lets scream. Everything in life turns out to be so different from what I expected that sometimes it scares me off. I actually think that its some comedy where they'll trick you and see what your reactions are. Well, I hope not.
Oh yeah I love my blogsong (: hahaha.

P.S. I say NO NO NO to drugs.

P.P.S. I think I will be in a bad mood tomorrow D:<

#89 } Praying

2008-10-10T11:41:00.005+08:00

Badminton was absolutely tiring but fun (:

Croatian Rhapsody, I can't seem to learn that piece right -.-

It reminds me of the other time I threw my brother's piano book out of the window. HAHAHA. He didn't even bother to go down and pick it up. Well, I saw a cleaner taking it away and I have the urge to do the same again but by throwing my piano books instead of his.

Then there was this time I called the police and they came knocking on our house door. Okay, I freaked out the other time. LOL, funny.

Please don't let it happen, please.

#88 } Times a million thousand times

2008-10-08T17:51:00.007+08:00

Gosh, exams are over. Oh, I'm totally going to flunk chem. The most screwed-up paper of all. Well, on the bright side, Amaths P2 was like WHOOSH.

Went to Olivia's house after that. Basketball was fun, like always. Black (Jeslyn and Olivia) VS White (Huijun and me), we got tired after playing for about 5 minutes. LOL, my arms and kneecap are hurting anyway. Oh yeah we ended up shooting 3 pointer shoots and what a failed attempt, I didn't get the ball into the hoop -.-

THEN, the funniest part came. Hahahahaha, seriously you won't stop laughing if you were there. We were at the swing and the next thing we knew, there was this plop sound coming from Hui Jun and she had patches of ice-cream on her face. LOLL, BIRD SHIT ON HUIJUN'S ICE-CREAM. Okay, it was kinda gross but very funny. I laughed till I almost hyperventilate.

Snakes and ladders was next. We wanted to play monopoly but gave up after that. Back to that, everybody won at least once except for Olivia. And we had fun being at the bottom rows, trying to make each other be the last one. :D

Alright, that's all. Badminton tomorrow, I hope I can find a racket and wake up on time.

2008-10-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

Wow.

#86 } Save the Earth!

2008-10-03T17:48:00.005+08:00

A very very very VERY exhausting day. We felt as if our legs were breaking and I was staring into space again, urgh. Parkway is an extremely boring place, if only they would build a cinema and a bowling alley and an arcade that allows students to enter and a theme park. Double yay.

Geography paper was tough. My ox-bow lake was hilarious, what can you expect from somebody that didn't learn that chapter at all. LOL, I'm going to pray that I can at least get a grade C. Z!

Amaths was manageable (somebody will kill me if I said it was easy -.-), I lost 3 marks for the sketch. D:

I realised that I update more during exams. Welllllll, I can't resist the temptation. & somebody here is trying to find her ambition in life. Nothing interests me, sigh! Help.

Okay, I want to go to Alaska when I grow up to see the northern lights (: I sound like a child, lol.

#85 } -Nothing to display-

2008-09-30T16:08:00.005+08:00

I decided to post, at last. (: I'm getting so high nowadays that I'm wondering if I went berserk. Sigh!

6 torturing papers down, many more to go. I'm glad that physics and combined humans are over but the worst is yet to be here. There's still stupid geography with tons of chapters and e maths P2 (circles CONFIRM come out in paper 2 LA. I'm so dead). Then there's the boring A maths and the pressurizing chemistry paper. Z! Alright, I wasn't the one that invented the highlighted words, some smart fella put it LOL. (:

The thing that we can be glad about is that we have 3 days of holiday after exams :D ALRIGHT, stupid geography and boring a maths on friday.

Good luck for EOYs. Go and mug, why are you still reading this!

#84 } Thou shalt not kill

2008-09-13T12:48:00.003+08:00

I haven't blog since September 4.
The total time I went online this week is less than an hour. Achievement! :D :D
I spent about a week reading 3 thick novels.
I think Twilight series is nice and I'm addicted.

That's what going on nowadays. (:

Mrs Lim/Miss Goh changed our seats, finally. Z, it's a bad thing though. Oh, I prefer my old seat ):

Anyway, I was supposed to be at that isolated corner until she changed me to the middle. At least it's better than the window seat where I can't even concentrate. & I'm using Zheng Jia's not-vandalised-but-rocky-table. I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. Loll.

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Training was total crap. I can't stand it. One day (that day will come soon enough), I'll smack you right at the face. I mean it and you deserve it. I did tried not to make it sound so blunt and rude but apparently, that way didn't get into your little puny brain. Literally, we have much higher ranks than you so stop talking to us in that manner. It's also not acceptable for somebody like YOU to speak so rudely to someone of the same rank. I just hope that somebody can knock some sense into him -.-

#83 }

2008-09-04T11:36:00.004+08:00

Went to a First Aid Competition at Ngee Ann polytechnic. Well, learnt a lot of new stuffs and NA poly's cafe is super nice! (: they have what, milkshakes, cakes, steaks, pizzas and many others. Haha, it's a shared cafe between NA poly and SIM though.

Some mannequins they showed us:

The one below can talk, pee and blink his eyes. Ya-da, he has a pulse too. Damn cool, haha. He told me not to take a picture if not I'll need to pay him 5 bucks D:<

Something "obscene" below. HAHA.

CONDOMS!

It is super gross. They made a poster and showed cartoons on how to wear it -.- If you look at it carefully, a girl is actually wearing it.

Eww. I wanted to say more but figure it out yourself!

On a different matter, I finally changed my blogskin. (emphasizing more on the FINALLY :D) I'll edit more another time, muahahha. Will be going to the airport to study. Gosh, I BET I won't be studying. Cheryl is there -.-

#82 } Dwelling on the past

2008-09-01T12:07:00.003+08:00

Had breakfast with Jo and Lemuel yesterday. We were supposed to meet at 9.30am and as usual, Jo was late for an hour plus plus. -.-

It was a failed attempt to study at the library with Jo and Oli. I didn't even touch my homework at the library but we spent time looking for books instead. D:

While walking down, we spot a booth talking about VS stuffs and I was wondering why they are so special. They could have put TKSS or other schools right. Of all schools, they chose TKH's school. Haha. Just when I was asking why, I saw this:

Zz!

Went for tuition after that, it was super fun. Mr Ng treated everybody to a cup of bubble tea and one cup costs $1.90!
There were 28/29 people. (let's take it as 28)

Total cost = 28 X $1.90
= $53.20

Super expensive! K, it was a day before Teachers' Day somemore. LOL.

Alright, holidays are here :D I wanna slackkkk.

#81 } It's time.

2008-08-30T20:06:00.006+08:00

I have second thoughts of going and I'm darn serious about this. I just have this feeling that you asked me there so that you can be with her. You asked me there because you wanted to have a chance to talk to her.
What is the point?

& why?

I swear I don't wanna talk to you anymore, I'm tired of everything. Wrong, I'm tired of every single thing regarding to you. Sometimes, I hate myself for not being able to forget it. Sometimes, I'm glad that I don't forget the things. Sometimes, I just know that it is the end and it's time to stop being so naive..

#80 } :D:

2008-08-24T11:28:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I updated. Went for FD gold accreditation yesterday. I'm happy that I went :D

Before the 1 hour lunch break, the Sir in charge called out a few numbers and we were among those that were being called. Being such a pessimist, I thought that we failed the theory paper and we had to retake it. BUT we actually got chosen because he thinks that we can pass gold.

K, I couldn't stop smiling when I heard that :D :D :D and of course we passed while the rest went for their lunch. And he said that our commanding is horrible but horrible enough for a pass. LOL. Look who's the last one laughing.

Got back almost all the papers except for History and E Maths. It's terrible and disappointing.

On a lighter note, Cassandra and co. are finally back! (:

#79 } Reminiscence

2008-08-15T23:11:00.006+08:00

After so many torturous days of studying overnight, Common tests are finally OVER. :D

I can't bloody breathe in and out smoothly. -.- The block nose and flu are irritating me alot, goes the same as my voice, z. I wanted to post about the papers but I shall do that after receiving all the papers. Or maybe I won't even post at all since I'm so lazy nowadays.

MICHAEL PHELPS is getting more and more cool. LOL. K, I think I'm crazy over him.

Seeing the swimmers make me miss the days when we had to swim 200M before every lesson as a warm-up. The times when we cheered each other on. The days when we had to take the tests, especially the Gold, and the times we actually had fun in the cafeteria.

~~And I'm actually missing the days that had vanished 2 years ago. Please come back from the States soon.~~

#78 } MichaelPhelps!

2008-08-13T17:07:00.004+08:00

Tell you something...

Michael Phelps is super cool! I have never seen someone that can swim freestyle that fast, it's awesome.

:D :D 5 down, 3 more gold medals to go. Haha, I would like to pon school to watch the matches. If not for CTs... zzz!

Mug hard people, two more days and yay.

#77 } The Heart Never Lies

2008-08-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

I can't find a skin that I like. I didn't know that it's so hard to find a suitable skin. D:

Celebrated NDP today. I screwed up the thing. LOL, didn't even know where to march with all those people there and my beret kept slipping off. K, I'm glad it's over. The performance were boring lah. But the dance was quite nice though :D

I think I'm getting complacent. Haven't even start mugging ):

I think there's something wrong with the person marking 3D's recent Geography Level Test. Haha. Let's all work hard for Pure Geography, go go 3D.

I think I should start searching for a nice skin now.

#76 } Karma

2008-07-26T15:56:00.005+08:00

Once again, exams are around the corner. -.- CTs start in two weeks time and I am still in a holiday mood. Grh. 70% for overall, LOL. Fat hope!

:) :) :) just something random from my mind because I thought of what somebody did during the past few days and it really got me pissed off.

I didn't know that some people even thought of doing such unethical things, you got me disgusted and annoyed. I can bet with you that that is going to happen, it's just the matter of time. & will you just stop being such a cocky person? Freak, I swear something bad will happen to you for doing all these. A f____ is just like that. I bet you're the only person around me that fits the whole underlined word. Don't you have any better things to do?

#75 } Not hundred

2008-07-19T19:43:00.003+08:00

I am trying to find another skin but i can't seem to find one that suits! Or maybe I'm just too lazy to scrutinize all the blogskins. LOL.

Talking to someone about your troubles really makes you feel better. Especially when that someone can crack jokes for every second when you are down and lend a listening ear whenever you need it. No names are going to be mentioned but you really made that Wednesday special. Thanks buddy! :D

NDP marching rehearsal yesterday. I am going to stand beside the flag pole, doing nothing. How cool is that!!! Kay, I'm going to ask if I can raise the national flag :D :D :D but hell yeah, the "UP" is so loud that I will get a shock whenever the Singapore flag is being passed to Ar-vin-neesh (i seriously do not know how to spell his name). And I just realized that I didn't go back for the 2nd color party rehearsal yesterday. Shucks.

CAC today.

I saw almost everybody in BONES, Melina, Hillary, Boonping (LOL), Huisi, Rachel, Derek sir and others that were not in BONES. (: looking at the photos Derek sir pasted on the gift made me miss BONEs alot. The times we had to do the #$!@!@# proposal, the times we laughed non-stop, the times we were thinking together as a group, the times when we cheered on each other. Ah.

Alright, tests coming up next week AGAIN. Who takes tests after RH day btw -.- Z! Everybody will be busy flipping their geography text than participating in the activities.

BYE BYE BYE

#74 } I can't find the right word

2008-07-09T22:18:00.006+08:00

Lessons are getting more and more boring. I don't understand graphs and some stupid angles here and there. My chemistry is getting from bad to worse. I don't understand everything tkh said. English lessons suck, seriously. The teacher is... boring! I wanna go back to the previous AG D: <

I can't find time to finish reading my books. There are lots of tests next week & I am not in the right mood to study. I forgot that there's tuition today, the first time ever and I actually realised it after an hour.

Everything just turns out to be a disappointment, everytime. It never fails to. Thanks, I didn't know it's so hard to just click a button. Maybe I should just be contended with what I have but it's just that easy to say. Everytime it rings, I just hope that it's you but...

#73 } Distant

2008-07-05T21:12:00.007+08:00

Lots of things happened the past few days. Well, let bygones be bygones.

Monday will be Youth Day. Livingstoners gathering, going to give it a miss. Z, I hope that there will be another gathering.

Anyway, O level MT oral next Tuesday and Chemistry test after that. I'm the first one somemore. D:< I hope IR comes out, muahaha. That's the only topic I studied for. Listening will be next. I can't seem to find my seat in the arrangement that they posted up. Maybe they put me in the wrong place like Longhei that has his seat at where those taking Malay will be.

I'm going to speak Chinese from now, to train oral. :D :D :D :D

Something is amiss. I'm not looking forward to it.

2008-06-28T19:51:00.003+08:00

First aid duty for some marathon sucks big time today. The people there were nice and all but I just can't stand how he cancelled our participation at COC for this first aid duty. D:< GRH!

I just missed the chance of meeting up BONE-Rs.

#71 } TKLS ' 08

2008-06-27T20:00:00.005+08:00

OBS was fun, fun fun fun fun X100000000. (:

But wait, I don't miss the camp. I just miss the people in the camp. For the first day, it was quite disappointing that the groupings were not according to classes. But yeah, now I'm really glad that it's not according to classes.

Got into "Livingstone". People in the watch were... Jun Hui, Erina, Dwayne, Fang Ning, Yi Jing, Ryan Lim, Daniel Tay, Wei Xiang, Xin Jie, Han Wei, Olivia, Yvette, Jeremy Yio & we had Khee Meng as our instructor.

I can tell you that they are fun people. Although the group was dead on the first day, we became much much much better onwards. Muahahaha.

Talking about trekking, we trekked for 4km (approximately) with some damn heavy bagpack. SURPRISINGLY, we reached the ending point first among all the other groups and we waited for 2 hours for them to come back. :D perseverance!

Jetty jump, rock climbing and kayaking were fun too. Pitching of tents wasn't fun at all. I can't even remember how to tie a clove hitch, some red cross member. Hahaha.

208 bucks on ration food (milo, bread, biscuits) for lunch, canned food & rice (things that you can think of for outdoor cooking) for dinner and bread with jam for breakfast. Woah eh! I wonder why we paid that huge sum of money.

& there were people that stayed in Camp 1. They stayed in dorms (@##!#!%), have lighter bagpacks (!##$%#@!#) and the facilities there were better (@#$%^!@#$$). Whatever, they won't get to understand how outdoor life is like & they won't know how to pitch tents. LOL.

Went to Kallang KFC with Livingstone after the whole camp. Free flow of drinks! (: and that made them to create some disgusting drink with coleslaw, chilli sauce and some other gravy inside. & i drank 3 gulps of it. Grh.

I'm having a bad tummy ache. D:< must be that drink, z.

#70 } miss you guys!

2008-06-22T12:37:00.004+08:00

I miss everyone of them. :) especially BONES.

See you guys in COC!

& yeah, GOH for COC. Like omg, I don't even know what to do. I can't stand still for hours in attention position. Z.

I have lots of homework on my desk, still.

I'm so damn damn damn screwed for chemistry.

I don't want to be a secretary. D:< & sec 1 level NCO. Oh my gosh.

Two more days till OBS.

Bye.

#69 } BONES08

2008-06-17T13:13:00.002+08:00

I decided to post. LOL.

ULP camp was fun, not forgetting to mention that being the Day IC is such a tough job. D: no YAHs! But forget about the scoldings, it's fun, enriching, enjoyable (B-ONES!), exciting.

Day One was quite bad. Being the trainee committee for the day and the DI... -.- kay, it was such a failure! However, it taught my lots of things too. With the trainers guidance and all. (: Outdoor cooking was fun, seriously. I love sardines and then there were beans. Haha. Don't eat too much beans though.

Day Two, the hike from Bukit Timah Nature Reserve to MacRitchie Reservoir (?) is fun. Haha, although quite a number of people were injured, it's like a one in your lifetime thing. We walked through rocks, pebbles, stones, boulders, mud, water, grass, slopes, ants, bugs and saw lots of monkeys in about three hours or so. Muahaha. :D had a lot of cheers that day, damn fun.

11.7 KILOMETRES! What an achievement.

Day Three, Exercise Unity. :D fun, fun, fun. Our last minute games worked quite well! & the hula hoop thing is seriously fun. Teamwork!

Campfire was nice but it was too short. Haha, at the beginning and campfire song song! :D Father Abraham, rahh. & I teared because I laughed too hard, hahaha.

Day Four, last day of camp. Well, practiced parade drills for COC that's on 280608. D: The rambutans and all. LOL. Can't stop laughing. Kay, we had less than 5 minutes to talk to the mentors and Jianfu sir wanted us to leave the campsite within 2 minutes. W O W. Whatever.
D:<

Anyway, I'm missing ULP camp. I don't mind staying there for another day. Yeah, that's reality! Another camp tomorrow. I can't wait for dragon-boating. Hope that it doesn't capsize because it'll be embarrassing.

Bravo, always the best of the best. (:

#68 } Say Goodbye

2008-06-12T17:54:00.006+08:00

I think the song rocks. (: & I'm addicted to it.
The patrick part is extra!

Spastic! HAHA, nevin introduced it though.

I hope we don't screw up tomorrow and the day after tomorrow's tomorrow. Basically, I hope we don't screw up camp day 1, camp day 3 and camp day 4. D: that's a lot. Can't wait for the campfire though. Muahaha.

I think I'm going to miss my... computer because I'll be away for so long. & because that's the only way of communication.

#67 }

2008-06-10T11:18:00.004+08:00

I'm just here to say...

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO FANGNING! :D

I'll make your picture smaller since it's your birthday! (I see you pulling some seaweed. -.-)

& you can get your IC, rahh. D:

Have fun!

ANYWAY, I guess this is the last post in JUNE. (maybe the one after OBS but well..)

There's almost three continuous camp after Friday so I better catch some long sleep now & tons of homework left on my table. Better stop ranting and start doing before friday comes.

Have a nice day.

#66 } Stressed up!

2008-06-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

3D BBQ just ended. :D

I can't say that it was boring and all but... kay, half of my mind was on the lesson plan and AOP tomorrow.

Anyway, started to play "Truth or ~~Dare~~ Double Truth" with Xinyi (CHUA), Shirley, Daniel, Jeshua and Joshua Kwa + Robert. Well, Robert went M.I.A-ing after awhile but still, it was fun.

Level One secrets.. now lots of them come into my mind. I don't know if it was right to let it out but I seriously feel better after that, yup! The rest will be undisclosed, muahahaha. It's only for the 7/6 of us. :D

Oh, sorry for not joining the hide-and-seek game with the class!

AOP/Lesson Plan/Briefing on camp tomorrow. I feel like dying and quitting, seriously. I've no idea how to delegate work to the others because it makes people feel bad. D:

& THOSE WHO WENT FOR THE BBQ, PLEASE BRING EXTRA CASH ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. :D

#65 } Ring-a-ling

2008-06-05T00:03:00.005+08:00

Things just don't go right nowadays.

Went to Lemuel's house for the party yesterday. We took the bus and we missed the stop. There were just too many turns, sorry!

Anyway, some cat was following FN on the way to his house. Both of them (Jo & FN) were so good that they rushed off, leaving me behind. Luckily lemuel isn't afraid of cats because it started to follow him instead. LOL.

Kay, his house is huge. -.- Well, we joined in the fun after staying upstairs for an hour later or so. Yeah, that's all. I wanna have another one WITH my parents allowing me to stayover. Grh. That dampened my mood that day, alot.

Class BBQ on friday! :D

ULP & AOP & LESSON PLAN on saturday.

I want things to go right, seriously.

I don't think that was the point. The more i try to find the answer, more things will come into my mind and that isn't good at all. It'll start dripping and streaming down, but will you even see it? It wasn't meant to be like that, is it? I hope that it wasn't reality that pulled me off. Every action just reminds me of you.

#64 } & it goes thump!

2008-06-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

Oh my, i think today is the first time that I had ever gone out with friends without having to do ULP for that few hours. :D

And i'm still left with that whole big pile of homework.

Plus proposals.

Plus three almost continuous camps that leaves me no time for other things.

How. cool. is. it.

#63 } I need tables!

2008-05-27T23:58:00.005+08:00

:D :D :D
happy faces say it all.

Anyway, had two meetings for ulp so far and it ended up quite well! Many people aren't here though but we three that are the CHAIRPERSON (chairperson not chairman because im not a man. ;D) , SECRETARY and LOG IC managed to start doing the proposal.

Haha, but seriously. I do hope that everybody will be contributing in soon. If they don't... I dont know what I'll do.

Had a good laugh these two days during the meetings. Laughing fits! (: & i swear my group is fun with those stabbed butt and stuffs.

I hope that you'll be back soon.
People do change, don't they? "You changed for the better" I really hope that's the case but... we all know the truth. I really want to pull you back to the right track now. It's not too late and it'll never be because it's you we're talking about. The flame will never extinguish although one day it will but.. not now, not in this case.

#62 } ULP' 08

2008-05-24T21:23:00.004+08:00

I don't think I'm cut out for this. I will rather take tons of exams than doing this :/ whatever take that back. I shall just try my best.

Kay, ULP went kind of wrong. I reached RC campsite at 11+ AM when it's only starting at 130 pm. -.- I felt damn stupid and helpless, more of the stupid side. I can't stand sitting/standing there for two hours at the deserted place so I called up other people. Lol, lots of people like Ben, Jun Hong and others. Thanks & sorry for waking you up!

It was fun after that, got to know new friends and my group members. :D haha, it will be fun working with them for another month.

Lots of work to do now, stressed up. Ciao.

to lead and to serve. ;)

#61 } excited and nervous. :D:

2008-05-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

Okay, I mistooken 155 for 135 TWICE and I boarded the bus today and yesterday. Stupid idiotic retarded me. Today went well though...

I bought 4 books and it cost me a bomb.
Parents-meeting was.. fantastic, got 19 for my level position (19!! That number.. why is it that number :/).
The Cafe Cartel rocks, I love their milkshakes. :D thanks to Ben for the treat.

I hope tomorrow goes well too. D: I haven't even prepared my full uni. Oh man.

#60 } Bazaar Day

2008-05-22T21:37:00.005+08:00

Bazaar was a failure, to me. Unfortunately, 3D had it in the street soccer court and not many people came.

I took only a few pictures. Haha, unglam eh!

(I should have paid to hit him! :D)

(*coughs* *ahem* The not-so-cute-anymore nevin.)

(He got thrown for 20 times in a row. Lol, poor chem lab partner!)

Had lunch (great time there) and went to E!hub with Olivia and co. for a movie. Decided on "Indiana Jones 4 : The Kingdom of the Crystal Skull". Haha, going to catch that again on Saturday. I don't know why you can't do that the previous times. That reminds me of the time when i watched "The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King" thrice. -.-

We shall go Pasir Ris Park one day, :D to skate and ride of course.

Weird, I smelled smoke during the movie & parents meeting session tomorrow. :/

#59 } no promises

2008-05-15T16:55:00.008+08:00

I shall post the grades. Can't really remember some of the marks.

A math - 96 (I didn't feel the joy when I got this. D:)
E math - A
Chemistry - 76! (those are the only marks I can remember now :D finally an A1 for chemistry)
Physics - A
Pure Geography - B
Combined Hums - B
English - C
HCL - C

Kay, my languages are going from bad to worse and it's gonna pull my L1R5 HIGHER.

On a lighter note, June hols are starting in two weeks. My parents are nagging to start studying now but... I dragged it to holidays. :D

3 piano lessons gone starting from next week and I'll be damm busy after that because of... :/ kinda regretted that I agreed in going for it. Oh gosh. That leaves me no time to study during the holidays.

& I don't wanna change AG. Grh.

#58 } 5 bucks! :D

2008-05-14T17:21:00.005+08:00

Got back all the results today. I did better than what I expected. Everything except for combined hums and languages. -.-

Assembly turned out okay. I thought we were supposed to go to the auditorium but we didn't. Then I thought it was the hall but the lower sec people were jumping in there. We ended up in the music room. LOL. Three air-cons were turned on and there weren't any fans, talking about saving energy.

SS lecture was boring. That crazy girl that sat beside me was crazier than normal days. I'm not going to sit beside you anymore. Hahaha.

Oh, the health check up will cost like 20 bucks. Grh, doctors earn lots of money uh. Ticking a few boxes and ta-da. Kay, I shalln't pon amaths tuition.

I'm not crazy. (:

I've no idea why I'm feeling guilty about my results. I don't know if i'm feeling guilty or what. Not that I cheated (or took drugs -.-) or whatsoever but... argh. I'm feeling terribly terrible and horrible. Okay, I'm weird. Zzz. I've an urge to scream and shout and kick and hit. Oh well, everything seems like a dream to me. Yeah, a dream that's unrealistic. Kay, dreams ARE meant to be unrealistic and full of fantasy. I just.. oh whatever.

#57 } 6 things to post

2008-05-12T20:04:00.005+08:00

1) Results weren't that disappointing afterall. :D I'm happy for today especially because of Physics.

2) Road run sucks terribly. After that was fun, fun and fun.

3) Tk is cursed. It will rain/drizzle everytime there's an activity. Okay, make it : everytime there's a TK road run.

4) A1 for E maths, like whoo~ !!!!!!!

5) Both me and Xinyi got the same marks for geography. We chose the same questions and we got the same total marks for each question. L-O-L.

6) I didn't know that floorball rocks so much.

Oh, I shall add one more. :D

7) Jo LOVES CUTTING THINGS. -.-

8) I shalln't and I won't care even if you're dead or whatsoever (that will only happen in my dreams but I still can't wait for that day to come). I'm going to try avoiding you. But firstly, I shalln't give a damm about what's going to happen (to you) since you said it. And please, stop giving me that stupid look of yours. Who knows one day, I might just take something and whack it off your face or I might blurt out some words that are not meant for your ears and others. Maybe.

#56 } Nothing to display

2008-05-09T20:48:00.006+08:00

Today was hilarious. Went window shopping with Jo and... we bought nothing. :D I didn't plan to even buy anything cause I had only 15 bucks in my pathetic wallet. We came from Suntec to Marina to Siglap to Marine Parade. That's long.

BUUUUTTT.. we did bought a book and borrowed some in the library. We're super guai.

Oh yah, I think I'm blind. Haha, I mistooken somebody in the library and both me & jo made a fool out of ourselves. My fault this time. :/ hmm, but i still don't think that they are gangsters or whatsonots. On second thoughts... i shall take that back.

Oh my, results will be back on Monday and there's ~~road run~~ long distance walking!

#55 } oh gosh,

2008-05-08T22:36:00.011+08:00

Exams are finally over! I'm feeling lighthearted, happy and delighted that I can start flying now, so not. I'm always looking forward to the end of exams but then, when it's really the end, i do hope that there's still school or exams cause there's really nothing to do.
Shalln't elaborate more. Oh, to me, the word school gives no meanings anymore.

Went to Suntec KBOX and we sang like nobody's business. We sang for 5 hours straight, what an accomplishment. Ended off with the song, Jennifer and one more by Fei Yu Qing! Haha. Michelle was rolling on the floor and everyone laughed non-stop. The key was just too high.

Lots of other fun stuffs happened but I'm really not in the mood of posting about it. It feels as if you're at the highest peak and at the next moment, you're at the bottom of the pit.

I crapped TOO MUCH today, no wonder i'm getting so emotional now. Urgh.

& I can still remember the smell of the hydrogen gas produced when magnesium is mixed with sulphuric acid. The gas gushed straight into my nose. -.-

Kay, bye.

What's the point of getting so happy over it? A mere two minutes of happiness when it's going to bring a day of sadness?

#54 } When a stranger calls

2008-05-02T20:55:00.004+08:00

I have almost forgotten to post about this, haha.

It feels as if the exams are over, like there's no papers at all when there's actually quite a few more left. Haha.

After staying in Parkway for a longgggg period of time (like almost HALF AN HOUR) waiting for nothing with Siyan, Si Yuan, Liyu and Michelle, (SIYUAN :D) they finally decided to come to my house. Hah.

Watched, "When A Stranger Calls", in the tv room with the curtains and lights all turned off and it seriously freaked all of us out (except michelle the brave girl). Most of the screamings came at the back part when the stranger finally appeared out of the blue.

That's the second "horror" movie I've ever seen. Okay, it's more like a thriller than horror movie since there's no ghost or whatsoever in it.

Spent the rest of the time playing UNO. Haha, :D one of the best periods of time during the examination week.

I just can't stand the tone. Haha, alright. I should just get over and done with it.

#53 } 3221374:)

2008-05-02T17:20:00.006+08:00

okay, my phone camera sucks. The last one was at the water venture park in ECP :D damn fun.

On exams, 6 more papers to go on 5 subjects. I can't imagine us wearing uniform and doing SPA at the same time. -.- well, my badges broke and my name tag is gonna break soon, which means... (:

Im gonna fail combined hums, higher chinese compo (I wrote total crap), e math paper 1 next week because i have no idea what circles mean and.... CHEMISTRY!

:D
and im still here.

#52 } It wouldn't happen;

2008-04-21T17:16:00.003+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday to Astrid and Sihui! :D

On a different note, I swear ~~i'm not going online anymore.~~ Okay, I won't go online for more than half an hour. That's so much better. (:

Lucks for MYEs, people.

I'm not gonna waste any more time waiting when nobody ever comes. That will be the last talk for the following weeks. Till then, no more thinking about it.

#51 } Mr Aluminium!

2008-04-17T17:04:00.005+08:00

A summary at a glance... :D

Work is piling up and I have many uncompleted ones. I copied the homework on properties on circles wholesale and I didn't have time to do it on my own. Oh well, there's time now but I forgot to bring it back. HAHA.

Lots of tests this week and the following weeks to come. ~~Physics and Chemistry, Pure Geography~~ and Higher Chinese kao cha (-.-) and oral tomorrow.

A few more days till MYEs start. I WILL try not to come online too often. Oh yay. Including that I will be busy smsing somebody but i doubt that is going to come true. Hurr.

Plus, we finally finished the Chemistry project. We spent FIVE HOURS straight doing it.
Still, it was fun, especially the part when we were blathering about pricking *coughs* with the aluminium foil when he's marking it. ;P Kuku!

To end this off, aluminium was once treated as a precious metal and it was placed beside the French Crown Jewels in 1855!

Hahahahahah. My favourite fun fact among the others. :)